I have recently found myself in a dark place. Years and years of dealing with some heavy circumstances started to overtake me. I didn’t feel like I could think clearly anymore; I didn’t feel the presence of the Lord in my life like I usually do. It wasn’t a quick decline, as can sometimes happen to us; it was a slow spiral. And I knew where I was heading, and I fought it tooth and nail. I think that might be even worse-to know what’s coming, and feel helpless to stop it. I call it THE PIT.
From the pit, I couldn’t rely on my feelings. My feelings that my situation was bleak, that it would never change, that I would never get relief weren’t accurate, and I knew it. God brought to mind others in Scripture that had been in the pit, and I was in good company. I knew that Joseph was put into the pit by his brothers, but he wasn’t left there. I knew that Daniel was thrown into the den of lions, but God provided a miraculous way out. I knew that David hid in the cave from his enemies, but was delivered. I had to rely on what the word of God tells me. 2 Corinthians 10:5b says “…and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. Regardless of how we found ourselves to the pit, God allows the pit experience. We aren’t in the pit beyond His watchful eye. We aren’t in the pit beyond His almighty providence. The Lord was right there in the pit with me, even if I couldn’t feel it. He’ll be right there with you in the pit, too. You might not be able to feel Him there, but His is there. He promised “Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you.” (Deuteronomy 31:6, Joshua 1:5, Hebrews 13:5)
When you are in the pit, and you feel the waves swirling up over your head-look up! I realized at some point that the only place that I had to look was up. I woke up one morning with this verse going around and around in my head, “Look up for your redemption draweth nigh.” The verse is found in Luke 21:28, and I love the King James version the best. “And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh.” Jesus was giving the prophesy of the destruction of Jerusalem and the persecution of the early church in this verse, but it is also a dual prophecy proclaiming the return of the Son of Man coming on a cloud to redeem this earth. Look up, lift up your head, for your redemption is coming!
So many times in scripture when it says “look up”, it is saying to look up for your help, for your delivery, for your promise. Psalms 121 “I look up to the mountains-does my help come from there? My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth! He will not let you stumble; the one who watches over you will not slumber. Indeed, he who watches over Israel never slumbers or sleeps. The Lord himself watches over you! The Lord stands beside you as your protective shade. The sun will not harm you by day, or the moon by night. The lord keeps you from all harm and watches over your life. The Lord keeps watch over you as you come and go, both now and forever.” When you feel alone-look up!
Look up for your redemption. Look up for a promise from God. I found it so helpful to physically lift my eyes up to the sky. To look up to the clouds, or the sun. To look high up and imagine how God was looking down on me. God took Abraham outside and said “Look up at the sky and count the starts-if you can indeed count them. So shall your offspring be.” Genesis 15:5. Look up for a reminder of that promise. “Abraham looked up and saw three men standing nearby. When he saw them, he hurried from the entrance of his tent to meet them and bowed low to the ground.” These were three men sent from the Lord to remind Abraham of this promise-and in a year one of them would return and Sarah would have a son.
When Joshua was near Jericho and he knew he had to fight a battle where he was grossly outnumbered, he looked up. He saw a man standing in front of him with a drawn sword in his hand. It was an angel, a commander of the Lord’s army, who had come to fight the battle for him. And the angel said “Take off your sandals for you are standing on holy ground.” (Joshua 5:13-15) When you feel like you are outnumbered-look up!
The pit is conveniently located down. It’s the lowest of the low. There’s no other place to look, but up. It is not a place we enjoy going to, it’s not somewhere we want to be. But if we never experience the pit, then we can never experience the Lord’s might redemption. Do you want to know how to get out of the pit? LOOK UP!!!